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Keep walking.

Sometimes, you have to run away from the people you love. Not for the sake of making them realize your worth, but for you to realize your own worth. 

These words have never been more true especially on a day like today.  The life I have now - I love it.  The people in my life - I love them.  The things I do on a daily basis - I love doing it. But somewhere in all this love for everything and everyone in my life, I lose love for the most important thing of all - myself.  

I’m a lot harder on myself than I should be.  I am more self-conscious and insecure than I should be. I care more about what other people think of me than I should be.  Somehow I’ve lost the confidence in my values, in my beliefs, and in the self that I was so proud of several months ago.  They say college changes a person but it should not take away one’s confidence.  It’s time I take it back.  

Comfort can be found in the oddest of places, from people I would never expect to be able to offer a kind word.  But tonight, I found that - in the most unexpected.  

I have worth.  I have self-respect.  And I have too much pride.  Waiting is no longer an option. 

You put on quite a show, really had me going.  Now it’s time to go.  Curtain’s finally closing.  That was quite a show, very entertaining. 

Whoever comes are the right people.

Whatever happens is the only thing that could have.

Whenever it happens is the right time.

And when it’s over, it’s over.